A yearning for something lost accompanied by a sense of a irreparable emptiness. I was born on the same year I lost both of my siblings and I coincidentally share the same birthday as one of them. Even though we've never met I feel the sense of loss and emptiness and I can't help with feel things without being a whole lot different if they were still here and I got to be able to relationship with them. People see it is weird given the uh you didn't actually meet them so they feel um it's not in my place to grieve, mourn people I never met. So this piece is me expressing how everything makes me feel, it's an openness to emotional pains suggesting my grief is now a familiar companion no one would ever understand.
Medium: charcoal on paper
Size: 122cm x 91cm
